Monthly Archives: February 2010

Grad student Q&A – staying sane with nautical themed Pashmina Afghans

{the cat is also studying distributed military teams in the context of shared leadership models}

{the cat also studies distributed military teams, video games & shared leadership models}

This is the third week of a six-week Q & A series.  I asked all of you to submit your questions about grad school.  Have you submitted your question yet?

What do YOU want to know about grad school?

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Chrissy asked:

I think those of us who have so many things (stressful things) going on in our lives need that one thing that calms us, cements us down, brings us back from our “crazy”.   What is something that you use to help keep you focused on your overall goal and big picture?

I grew up holding myself and others to unrealistic expectations.  Nothing was ever good enough.  I was not good enough.  But now I know I am worth so much more than something like an A in a class.  I have finally started living for myself instead of living for anyone else and it relieves a lot of pressure to keep it all together.  It’s ok to slip sometimes and to let something go.  As long as that something is not my sanity and health and happiness.  And as long as that something does not hurt anyone else in the process.

I think my relationships keep me from going crazy.  The connections I have with my BFFs, my good friends, my online friends and my family.  I sometimes can’t believe how many amazing people are in my life.  That you all stick by me no matter what happens.  I have true friendships.  My mom is also incredibly supportive of me, in everything I do.

Yoga is probably the thing that keeps me centered and calm.  Well, yoga and marathoning TV shows on weekends. Of course.

My Internship helps keep me focused on my overall goal of completing my PhD.

Which leads to my next question…

Matt asked:

Why do you like to work for the military specifically?

I like working for the government for many reasons.  Jenny Blake recently blogged about why she loves her cubicle.  She explained beautifully why a 9-5 cubicle career is beneficial for some of us. The government comes with some added perks.  One of those perks, in my case, being a Top Secret Security Clearance.  Hence why I can’t really talk about work on my blog.  Another perk is paid Federal holidays.

At the same time, I belong to a Brazen Careerist group of Location Independent professionals.  One great thing about earning an advanced degree in a specialized field is that you become somewhat of a commodity to the workforce.  My boss is one such commodity.  Not that she is more special than anyone else in my office.  Each person brings something important to the organization.  It’s just that she has advanced knowledge and experience that allow her to do things others cannot do.  Because she’s my supervisor and I am working toward a PhD in Human Factors, I also get to do things others cannot do.  One of those things is the ability to work from my home, in a coffee shop, at her house, or on campus if we do not have meetings on base.

All of that is great.  But the main reason I love working for the military is that I love to see that my education and experience will actually make a difference in someone’s life.

I grew up with the military (I was an Army brat and almost married a Marine).  The military and those who serve our country will always have a special place in my heart.  Now I am fortunate that I can give back to that community.  I mostly work with Special Ops guys, whose jobs are high risk. The Navy is sadly one of the last branches of the military to implement good Human Factors practices, so it is nice to see that change now!

It can be hard at times because Engineers don’t always understand why we need to think about the guy driving the boat when we design interfaces and equipment.  I mean, for example: why not just add another menu to the interface so they have to navigate a complex series of menus while riding on shock mitigating seats, nauseated from sea sickness, with an empty stomach, after standing for an 8 hour watch shift, maybe even while they’re been shot at.  Right, just add another button, jerks.  So, it is nice to use my knowledge of human abilities, human performance, teams, cognitive workload, physiology, etc., to make their lives better.

It can also be hard to be a female in a male dominate industry/field.  Makes things interesting though!

The best part of my job… I get to ride on high-speed boats.  So, without further adieu… cue Lonely Island.

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Disclaimer: I don’t ride on boats like the one in that video since I’m in the Combatant Craft division.  We focus on boats like these:

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Grad student Q & A – contacting potential advisors

This is the second week of a six-week Q&A series about grad school.

What do YOU want to know about grad school?

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My non-blogging friend Melissa asked a series of questions about the process of contacting professors when applying to grad school.

Disclaimer: These are definitely questions about a mentor-style, research-focused graduate program. I am drawing from experience, so if you are trying to enter a medical school or clinical psychology or law school or a biology program, you might want to look elsewhere.

Your advisor will be an important part of your graduate school experience.  One of my undergraduate professors once told me that a grad school program is like a marriage – you have to live with it every day for at least two years – so choose carefully.  I feel this way about an advisor, too.  He or she is there to guide your research focus and academic coursework.  He or she will be there every day bleeding on your papers, giving you advice, chastising you when you don’t live up to his or her expectations, asking you to do this and that even though you are exhausted, patting you on the back (if you’re lucky) when you do well, guiding you, opening doors for you, etc.

Your advisor may not be the same person as your mentor(s), but you may still find a mentor by initiating conversations with professors at prospective schools.  A mentor may be another faculty member with whom you become close over the course of your graduate school career, or someone with whom you work outside of school (as in my case), or a previous professor.

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How many potential advisors should I contact and when should I contact them?

I would contact a couple of professors from each program with whom you want to do research.  I emailed two to three professors at the (gasp, 19) schools to which I applied for Fall 2008.  I explained in a brief email that I was applying to their program and that I was interested in working with them.  I asked if they had time to talk over the phone and listed the days and times I was available.  I attached an updated copy of my Vita (or resume) to outline my research experience and academic honors/awards.

If they contact you to set up a time, do everything you can to be available when they ask to call you.  This is a huge opportunity to talk to a future advisor, professor, or colleague.  When they call, treat it like a professional phone interview.  They will ask why you want to go to that particular school, what you are doing for work or school, what kind of research experience you have had, what are your future career plans, etc.  But don’t be nervous (I know, I know).  Just be yourself and be positive.  A smile is heard through the phone.

If they don’t respond within a month, I would email once more before you apply to the program.  If they still do not return the email, then they are probably super busy or do not have time to talk to students.  Either way, it is not a good indication of the kind of advisor that person would be, in my opinion.  In your personal statement, you will definitely still want to list the professors with whom you want to work and explain why you want to work with them.  Down the line, those faculty members may remember your name if you attend that program based solely on an email you sent.

I would start contacting professors the summer or fall before you apply to the program.  So, if you are applying this December (which is generally the case for the following Fall semester), I would absolutely send emails before October.  That would give potential advisors a few months to chat with you before you apply and almost a year before you enter the program.  I would also recommend contacting current students in the program.  Most graduate students have academic website linked from program websites, so find a few at each school whose research interests you.  You can email them to ask how they like the area and what they like and dislike about the school, their program and their advisor.

If you are applying to more than a handful of programs, I would make a spreadsheet for schools, application deadlines, minimum application criteria, and faculty research interests and contact information.  It may seem silly to mention a spreadsheet, but trust me, it will go a long way when you have to set up a dozen phone interviews if you are working and/or in school.

What was your experience like contacting professors and do you still keep in touch with any of them?

I had a wonderful experience talking to faculty when I applied to Master’s programs.  Most of the professors were very enthusiastic and supportive.  The best thing about talking to potential advisors was that they asked questions I had not asked myself before. For example, “What kind of social support network would you have here?” I did not realize how important the answer to that question was to my overall wellbeing and success in grad school.  It was one of the most important questions asked before I attended grad school.  It was also helpful to gauge their personalities by the phone conversation.  Did they talk a lot or ask a lot of questions?  Were they positive or negative?  Did they laugh or were they very serious?

In the winter of 2007, I applied to Master’s programs in Industrial/Organizational programs and Applied Experimental programs for Fall 2008.  I initially wanted to work with a different faculty member than my current advisor in my program.  Even though that particular professor is not my advisor, I have taken classes with her and she is now on my Thesis committee. I met another professor at a national conference who remembered me simply from our phone conversations the year before.

This time, when applying to PhD programs, it was a little different.  I only applied to four programs.  I did not contact faculty members by email because Human Factors grad programs are small and everyone tends to know everyone.  Once you are in a graduate program, you become part of a fairly cohesive group of people.  My boss and my advisor know the faculty members in each program to which I applied this time.  I see my advisor a few times a week, so there was obviously no need to contact him.  My boss set up a lab tour for me at one school where I spent a few hours talking to current students about the program.  I spent time in social settings with some potential advisors.  For example, I ate dinner and drank wine with two married faculty members and my boss because they are all friends.  My boss knew how much I want to attend their program, so she invited me to their home one evening.  I met a few potential advisors at a conference last year and was sure to introduce myself.  I even follow Human Factors professionals online via blogs and Twitter.

All of that is not to say the reason I will get into these programs is solely based on my connections, but those connections are the extra special multicolored sprinkles on top of a dark chocolate frosted vanilla cupcake.  Yes, my grad school application is a cupcake and my social network consists of sprinkles.  Aren’t you jealous?

I would say this is the MOST important aspect in applying to schools: Networking.At this level, everyone has good grades, everyone has some research experience, everyone has decent test scores, and a lot of people already published a journal article or presented some research at a conference.  After you find programs that match your research goals and you know you meet the minimum application requirements, you should find a way to put a voice or face to your name.  If faculty members know you are willing to go the extra mile, they may keep your application in their stack longer than someone who never bothered to contact them directly.  A good personal statement is also very important. Personal statements are tough to write, but can make or break an application file.  Networking AND writing a stellar personal statement will increase the likelihood that you will at least make the short list of applicants.

Do you need to have well-defined ideas regarding research before talking to potential advisors?

While the above comic is obviously an exaggeration, it definitely captures what happens in grad school until you begin your Dissertation.  In other words, your research focus is your advisor’s research focus.

The importance of your research focus at this stage will depend on whether you are applying to a Master’s program or a PhD program.  It will also depend on your research experience.  Some undergraduate programs do not offer the opportunity for students to do their own research or assist professors or graduate students.  If your program does offer research opportunities and you are considering going to grad school, I highly recommend taking advantage of any research experience you can gain as an undergraduate.  I was a research assistant and administrative assistant in my undergraduate Psychology department, I wrote two research proposals and presented one research project at a national conference.  But I was extremely fortunate to have those opportunities.  If you have a clear focus, good grades and good standardized test scores, you may be able to go straight into a PhD program.  If you lack a clear vision of your future or research goals or do not have competitive GRE scores, you may want to start in a more general Master’s program in your chosen field.

In my case, I wanted to study Social Psychology as an undergraduate.  I double-majored in Sociology and Psychology and thought I wanted to study mortality salience, social stratification and the relationship between social networking and social anxiety.  I took an academic hiatus for three years wherein my research goals changed dramatically to a focus on Industrial/Organizational Psychology.  I needed to gain more research focus and improve my overall competitiveness as a student.  In other words, I had been out of school for three years and my GRE scores were not PhD material.  So, I applied to Master’s programs.  I arrived at my current program and my research goals changed to center around Human Factors Psychology.  This time, I applied to PhD programs in Human Factors.

Life happens and we cannot plan everything. If I had not taken time off from school, I would probably be studying Sociology or Social Psychology somewhere.  If I had not come to Old Dominion University, I would have different research and career goals.  No matter how much you think you want to do “such and such,” entering a graduate program will open doors and knowledge you never expected to open.  Go with it.  Grad school is your chance to discover new things. Do not be afraid to tell potential advisors that you don’t know what you want to do.  You may not know what you want to be when you grow up.  That is OK.  In fact, it’s a perfect “problem” to have if you are going to grad school.  Be up front with potential advisors, like I was, by explaining that you want to enter a Master’s program first to gain the necessary skills and knowledge needed to succeed in a PhD program.

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What do YOU think?  Is networking with professors important?  How focused were your research goals before you entered grad school? Did I miss something you would add to prospective students who are in the process of contacting professors?

Books are lighthouses erected in the great sea of time. ~E.P. Whipple

This week I was thinking about books. I was thinking about people I meet who do not own books.  Or who do not read.  Times are rapidly changing and many people read only online sources for leisure, but I still love the smell and feel of an old, hardcover book.  I relish the moments I receive books as gifts or I come across a first edition hardcover in some used bookstore somewhere.  I miss reading for leisure.

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I have loved reading since I was a child.

One summer my great-grandmother came to live with us when we lived on a farm in Maryland.  My mom says my great-grandmother read to me constantly that summer and she thinks that was the beginning of a beautiful hobby.  I do not remember that summer because I was only in preschool.  But I do remember my mother reading to me as far back as kindergarten.  My mom read to me or we would read together EVERY night before bedtime until I was old enough to read on my own.  Books will also hold a deeper meaning for me because my grandmother and I shared a love of reading.  We shared books with each other every year.  When I see a book, I see my grandmother.

Reading was not always easy for me, but I loved it enough that reading slowly did not bother me.  I was usually one of the last people to finish reading anything in class in elementary school.  Still, I was usually placed in Gifted classes and read books well beyond my grade’s reading level.

As I got older, reading aloud TERRIFIED me.  I would read ahead so I would not stumble over my words when it was my turn.  Remember when we would read plays in school?  That was my first taste of social anxiety and panic.  My stomach would hurt, I would sweat, and I would read aloud slowly so I would not make a mistake.

I was reading every word one at a time. I was reading in my head like I was reading aloud.  Even as I type this, I can feel my tongue move in mouth as I say the words in my head.  It is not that abnormal, but it is limiting enough to be a learning disability.  I did not recognize this limitation until too late because I had already developed severe test anxiety.  Unfortunately, my inability to read quickly interfered with my ability to do well on standardized tests.

In college, I learned to read faster out of necessity.  Eventually I was able to scan sentences and comprehend paragraphs without too much trouble.  I did well in college and learned how to manage my test anxiety (for the most part).  I still constantly read for leisure, sometimes multiple books in a single week.  In grad school, I continue to learn strategies to comprehend as much as possible in a short amount of time.  So far so good.  But my desire to read for leisure has slowly disintegrated during grad school.  I read all day.  Empirical journal articles, textbooks, manuals, dissertations, reports.  My leisure reading takes place every day when I catch up on Google Reader.  I love reading all of your blogs, but at the end of the day, I prefer to unwind by watching movies or television now.

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These are just a handful of books I tend to read every few years because they have touched my heart so deeply.

The Phantom Tollbooth – Norton Juster

The Alchemist – Paulo Coelho

The Upanishads

Neverwhere – Neil Gaiman (my favorite author)

The Undiscovered Self – Carl Jung

His Dark Materials Trilogy – Phillip Pullman

The Upanishads is an Indian spiritual text that guides much of what I now believe to be my core values.  The Undiscovered Self by Carl Jung opened doors for me that I wished had not been opened at first, but doors that made me a better person.  It began a  journey of self-awareness that made me embrace all things in myself.

But the other books are fiction… fantasy, in fact.  I adore fiction.

“Fiction reveals truth that reality obscures.” ~ Jessamyn West

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I want to start reading again.

I read a few books over my Christmas holiday.  My family and friends gave me a handful of books for Christmas. Those books are all sitting on my bedside table.  I have already read a few of the ones I received as gifts, but I enjoy reading good books multiple times. Here are the books sitting next to me, begging me to read them any day now.

The United States of Arugula – David Kamp

Up in the Air – Walter Kirn

Lamb:The Gospel According to Biff, Christ’s Childhood Pal – Christopher Moore

Eat Pray Love: – Elizabeth Gilbert

Crow – Ted Hughes

Wicked – Gregory McGuire

http://www.amazon.com/Lamb-Special-Gift-According-Childhood/dp/0061438596/ref=tmm_hrd_title_0